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This year 30, marry more than 4 years. In all fairness, my matrimony is very happy, but a lot of moment I appear and dissatisfaction is sufficient. Because, my wife is a person that did not work formally, work to others now, have what development impossibly also. Diploma is not high also [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], estimation passes a few years again, also can become full-time housewife. My income is passable, accordingly, so far, we had not felt very great economy pressure. But, later? Be in China this society, estate of firewood of average worker worker, the income that relies on a person thinks 3 to let those who pass is very good, have pressure quite. I never had behaved concern before the wife, also do not know to had thought in her heart, but those who be buried in my heart is depressed exist all the time, especially when the job is not satisfactory, I had wanted to regret even, why should choose her at the outset? Every time, see beside the wife that the friend works in the same place is to have formal job person, had thought even in my heart, if call me the 2nd times the choice, I won't choose a wife. Had married [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], appear to just know, original marriage is such reality. But, occasionally I assume suddenly, if I have millions of, go up ten million, can I regret to choose a wife? The result is not to regret. The my none can hesitant wife that chooses me, because I love her, she also loves me. I sensible, discover suddenly, so the love of I and wife is true! But, even if is such, before material, I can shake even. While I am distaining myself, bury this contradiction in the heart, also had not said to who. Is marriage so actual really? I go up in the net, in actual life sees a lot of husband and wife are done like personal enemy, I feel that I cannot be thought of even justice. I am hard to understand! If be on the net, I can feel the other side writes a story again even! It is cheater! Either I am babyish, however my marital experience and feeling live, let me cannot understand. If one day I and wife divorced, break up in belongings on, I won't have any crosscurrent even, although divorce, I also can care her life constantly. I feel to leave a wife, the ashamed in the heart remorses. This is born originally even if contradict of course, I have such idea, I can divorce with the wife far from! I am only the person that feeling is talked, this does not realize the success that is me or failure. I so far, I had talked about a love only, what have skin with a woman only is close, this woman is my present wife. In my eye, love is holy. I live in feeling to those the person that middle reaches makes fun of, dispute often pays no attention to solution. Should marriage perhaps say lot really? I am an atheist, often mock a few people to be opposite of a few things adore. But, to marriage, I want to believe almost, this is lot, you do not think the change can be changed. Because of the acquaintance with the wife, love each other, marry, indecipherable really. College graduate allocates a medium-sized city, this city is a travel city, but do not develop. If beginning them even, I am listening to have difficulty. First time and wife see is the friend of the girlfriend that she is a classmate. I also cannot forget her forever the appearance at that time. Very thin, very tall, wearing simple but elegant, do not apply any powdery black. At that time, she goes far, there is a smile on the face, do not hear a bit footstep, what blow like wind is same, at that time is July is crepuscular, sunshine is in her backside. I feel one enchanted. Approached, I also dare not face up to her. She is very easy smile, conduct behavior is very gentle and quiet. Meet that, what we say is very much [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but she besides the smile, the word is not much, voice is very small also. Now, I remember her, can use tender feelings only two words are the most appropriate. At that time, everybody did not think of to want to introduce her to me. Because, feel we are not suitable. She is graduation of a technical secondary school only, and it is adult technical secondary school. Parents also is average retired worker, emeritus pay is very low. And my anyhow also has good family, a pretty good national job unit [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], and it is finish school of regular key university undergraduate course. Accordingly, everybody feels impossible. I also feel impossible. Although, meet for the first time, she makes me enchanted. I am not the person that sees the woman is enchanted, I had seen in more beautiful than her woman reality a lot of, but I never such feeling. Till now, I also do not have be enlightened, mention my feeling at that time with my wife every time, the wife wants excitement several days. Refuse to obey " lot " still be no good really. The thing later, mix really what act inside teleplay is about the same. Meet with that classmate every time, she is taking her girlfriend, perhaps be to be afraid that I am doleful, every time my wife is company. Lasted so all the time half an year, carry I and wife without anybody how how, do not have for fun repeatedly. Perhaps everybody feels impossible. But, in my heart, this half an year, already of the wife firmly at that time be engraved in the heart. Young at that time, had not considered future. Just feel, meet every time, be no good without her. Meet every time, feel to she is met very glad, my expression is very excited also. Because, classmate and her girlfriend need to be in alone occasionally, so, when playing, it is us a group, subconscious inside had regarded her as my girlfriend. I once had examined minutely a wife now, whether to mix at that time the feeling like me, but her very serious answer, at that time, she had not thought I can become her boy friend really, think everybody is common friend really just, did not think more, I listened, it is accurate very, suspect she did not say true word, want her to admit to have to me at the outset " hit a cat " heart, every time [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the wife is serious saying, do not have really, see the expression of my accurate, immediately of grinning cheekily fool me, met to fall in love with me for the first time actually, burst out laughing next wind up. Relevant InformationŁş

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